Wazzzupp

Wazzzupp guys, sorry for my recently M.I.A ( missing in action )
Had been gone through quite lots recently ( Common test, relationship, etc etc.)
Though I am not really good in handle any of my problems,
but still, at least I think I strived it through.
Well, Imma enjoy my one week holiday in hometown,

Merry Christmas.

(thanks alot to all my friends who accompany me)
(sorry to my roommate and housemate as since she is passed away, i have never been really in the mood to do any housework.)

i promise I will live well.
bye,
Jun

A Twist In My Story

To Be Naked

Have been trying to accept the fact.
Have been trying to rise after the fall.
Have been struglling while pinching myself.
I never wish to feel the pain, as I prefer to dream all the way.

Have been asking why (s).
Have been take it and learn from it.
Have been stay calm. Have been.....

too many failed attempts, and I will be facing the future naked, from a piece of blank paper, starting all over again.

Since it is a new paper, a new life, and I am not gonna tear it so easily.
Not gonna to return to the past, not gonna to struggle with the past anymore

Wish me luck, exam is coming.
bla~

thx to my helpful parents, relatives and friends which really helped me alot in recovering my mood. Love you guys to the max



Jun

Words

Love Hurt


Honestly, I still can't accept the truth, I can feel that I still love you, but my logics is shutting me off as I can't find a good reason to stay in love you. And as you said, you felt guilty to be with me.
I am currently love hurt, I lost faith in true love, I lost faith in people and I lost faith in you.
I feel like losing you now, I knew I can't afford to but why am I letting you go?
I just can't find a better reason to make you stay.

I wish everything is just a dream, why would you never told me earlier, why would you so cruel to leave me in doubts?
I might not get into a relationship so easily, or might never anymore. Love is too pain too lose when you put in too much.
Mom is right, the more you love, the more you might get hurt.

I love you no matter what,
but as time flows,
I can't guarantee that,
because I am afraid,
my logical thinking will make me hate you day by day,
I do not wish to hate you, as hatred is too torturing

Leaving me is a good choice I guess,
* your words like a knife , my heart has been cut through and that is too much for me to handle. *



Jun

Second Step

Second Step - The beginning 
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to all Readers.

Hey guys, this gonna be my first official post in this blog.

The reason I created this blog is because there are too many sadness, betrayal, lies, hatred materials in my previous blog.
* http://junxiuc.blogspot.com * // I deleted my previous blog ( F.Y.I ).

The reason I created this blog is because, I wish I could meet up with more friends who can really understand me, who can talk with me, who can share ideas with me.

The reason I created this blog is because, I wish I could share every happiness I have and till the day when I am old, I could share this too with my family.

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to all my Friends,

I am sorry to inform you all that, I moved to another blog, again. Well, hope you guys will not blame for my nomad-like behavior, * HA*

Will update my everyday footprints here, so catch me up by viewing my blog and following me too. *Cheers*

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to MamaPapa,


Hi PaMa, if you are reading this, I am glad that you are here for me. At least, I will update every moments of your only child here. So, don't worry of me, I am fine. Love you MamaPapa.

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Behind the scene,

I broke up with her, the reason is a secret, always a secret, don't ask me why as I am leaving all my heavy memories in the first step, and I will be naked starting from now. Wish me luck.

I might not easily get in love for now, maybe I felt unsecured. Hopefully, everything could be fine. And at least I pay off for a lesson. Well, good luck and happy always.

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by,
Jun

// be my follower and catch more about me in my future steps, try to comment in my post as useful opinion are really needed for me to grow up //

A new place to start

This will be my new place to start, a whole new environment which is simple, pure and honest.

I am blogging this at the early morning of Monday ( Dec 6 2010 )

catch me up tonight,

will update more later on.

see ya

Jun